Should I live in this way? should I give up? should I forgive you? should I appologize you? should I fight you? should i call you? should i lie you? should i ……?? all this questions always appears in my head. there are a lot of thing that happened to me since i stepped in to this country. i always ask myself all those questions every time when i’m in trouble coz of my living life, but most of them i didn’t get any answer. maybe i don’t know myself enough.